Firsts
1. Independent week away from home
2. Close friend having a baby
3. Fight this week
4. Psych ward visit
5. House warming at my place
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OKAY!
Back to the City
I’ve already packed my things, though I can’t say I’m ready to go back to school. May God bless me.
bleh
back to school tomorrow
Mood Swings
3 days ago, I was so upset with everything. Now I’m just so happy.
(via papertissue)
We had an origami project once. Our teacher said paper cranes = sorry. I used to fold a lot of paper cranes, so I can give them to someone. I never did… because I realized that I never did anything wrong.
(via karleeftw)
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ILYFE
me to her
Mind games
Tonight, I would like to unleash all the curses, the bad words, the swear words I know. Ones that I often hear coming out of her own mouth. The kind that I never speak of. I hate playing this game. I know I deserve better. I deserve her when she’s okay. When she’s not agitated or rude or angsty. I don’t know why I end up with saddists and not only that, ones which are brimming with pride.
I was for a time a masochist. Then I tried blocking off all emotions. Then opened myself to love everyone. Then I fell in love, and I opened my heart to vulnerability and I’ve been broken ever since.
I don’t know until when I can stay in the came. All I can say is that, I didn’t come to play. I’m in it for real and I need to a quick fix to get back in it.
